It's been awhile

So summer has been happening for about a month now and nothing exciting has happened. I went to Maryland to see my sister, her husband, and my nephew the first weekend. And that is about all that has happened. As you can tell I lead an awesomely exciting life. But Bonnaroo is in a week and I am so so so so excited about it. I have wanted to see Kings of Leon for so long and now I get to see them and so many others. Jay-Z, Weezer, Dave Matthews Band, and so many others. But what I am not excited about is that this Saturday there is a community yard sale at the high school and I have to be there at 6:30 a.m!!!! The only reason I am doing it is cause I get to keep half the money that it makes and I am hurting for money. I tried finding a job for the summer but I did not have any luck at all. I put in about 10 applications and nothing. O well. I am done with this for now.

A Top 10 Countdown

So one of the blogs that I read recently did a top 10 celebrity crushes and I thought that it would be a fun thing to do. So here we go in no particular order(except for 1)....

1) Tyler Hilton

So mad at myself for not going to see him in Atlanta last night!! Seriously this man should be People's Most Beautiful cover every year.

2)R-Patz

ok even if this guy did not play a certain vampire in a certain series I would still swoon.

3)Ian Somerhalder

So I am totally Team Stefan on Vampy Diaries but I would take Damon ANY day. I pretty much screamed when he was on the Lost season premiere in a flash sideways and not I hear he will be on the finale!

4) Alexander Skarsgard

If you can believe it he played one of Derek's roomates that died in a gasoline fight in Zoolander. Now he is

an "evil" vampire on True Blood.

5)David Boreanaz

The original sexy vampire on Buffy. I am pretty sure that this is why I watch Bones too.

Wow I just realized that 2-5 have all played vampires. weird.

6) Justin Timberlake

I am pretty sure he is on everyone's list.

7) David Cook

I have to say seeing him in concert was one of the highlights of my life.

8) Ryan Reynolds

Funny and sexy. Scarlett you are one lucky woman.

9) Mark Salling

I pretty much melt everytime he sings and dances on Glee.

10) Andy Roddick

I am pretty sure this needs no explaination

Frustration

Frustration. What is it?? Well to me it is realizing that a guy that you like and see everyday for hours upon hours will never see you more than a study buddy. That is frustrating. I mean I know I am not the prettiest or the thinnest, but I am right there waiting for you and what do I get out of waiting. Nothing. Nothing at all. Just a waste of my time and energy.

Frustration is also realizing this right before finals are fixing to start. Just adding more on top of what already is the most stressful time of the year. and of course I have to see him because we are in 2 classes together. Gah, I can not wait for the summer.

Some thoughts.

So just some random thoughts and things for the day that I thought I would type up while I am in between classes

1) I was planning on going barefoot or wearing my TOMS today but when I woke up it was raining. It bummed me out. I saw many people that still did it but I would feel bad dragging mud into buildings.

2) Why are boys so complicated?? I don't get them at all

3) So yesterday we received an email talking about moving out and how if things are damaged in the common areas than all 4 of the roommates would have to split the costs unless the roommate that does it confesses to it and then they are the only one that has to pay. Well one of my roommates took it upon themselves to break the blinds that are in our living room and now she wont fess up to it!!! I have had to deal with the crap that she has thrown my way all freaking year and now I really don't want to deal with it anymore. If I am in jail in a couple of days, it's cause I killed her.

4) Boys=complicated

5) I think I put 4 twice, but its true. very complicated

6) Speaking of moving out, we only have a week 1/2 left til finals!!! and then it is home for 3 glorious months! But I know that I will not be getting any sleep staring next week which really stinks.

ok enough rambling for the time being.

Just some thoughts

So I need to get some things out. You might like it, you might not. But it is just things that I need to put down instead of just holding it in.
So when our youth group went to Gatlinburg last month, we talked about quiet time. Then when I got back my small group started this study about Ester with this book that went along with it that we were suppose to do each day. I am going to confess that I have only done 4 days of it out of 21. I feel so bad that I can not give 30 minutes to God everyday when he gave so much to me. I feel bogged down and like I am a bad Christian. I know that I love God and I love what he did for me, but I just dont know. I am trying but with finals coming up and tests I just know that it is going to be so hard.

Speaking of finals, there are only 4 weeks of my sophomore year of college left. I feel like I just moved into my dorm room. I am not complaining by any means. I am very excited to be going home for the summer. I am excited to get away from my roommates. Well one of them atleast. And the one who decided that putting their clothes in the dryer at 4 in the morning was a good idea.

My advisor told me tuesday that right now my GPA is not high enough for dentistry school and that makes me really frustrated. Orthodontics is what I want to do, but what if I do not get into school?? I have been working my butt off to get the grades that I am getting now, and that is not good enough?? Maybe it is not for me? I have thought about if I do not get into dentistry school what I will do. I am thinking that I will go back and get my masters in teaching and teach college chemistry. But that is 2 years away and I am trying not to think about it now. What I need to focus on is the end of this year and the day ahead of me cause if I don't that I am going to miss out on stuff and live to regret it.

What to write, what to write?

I feel like I have been ignoring this blog alot. I mean I get on to read other peoples but never write my own. So this is going to be a random blog about nothing. Just whatever comes to mind as a type.

So yesterday I found out that a guy that I went to elementary school and middle school with beat his girlfriend's baby to death. It baffles my mind how someone could do such a thing! People of Facebook today were saying how they didn't think he did it and the autopsy would prove that. BS!!! He did it and there is NO excuse for it!

On a lighter note, I am in love with the new One Republic sone "All the Right Moves". It really surprises me that I have not listened to it about 20 times today. In fact I have no listened to it at all.

I have also been listening to the new Timbaland song "Carry Out". Of couse it has Justin Timberlake is in it so it is pretty much awesome! If you have not listened to either one of them, do it now!

Speaking of Justin, I have decided that Robin Thicke is Justin times 100. I know that it is pretty much impossible to get much better than Justin but it does. This man can sing. I find it pretty weird thought that his dad is the dad from Growing Pains.

Random:

I could stare at this picture all day!

So I saw the trailer for Ecplise today and I am pretty flipping excited!!!

On a subject that I am not so excited about, school. This week has been spring break and it has been good and all. I have not really done anything besides clean my parents house. Before the break we were suppose to have a physics test that Thursday but we had a snow day and got out on Tuesday cancelling our Physics class that day. Well since class was cancelled our test got postponed til after break. Now you think I would have been studying over break but I have not even cracked that book open once. I figured that my test is not til Tuesday, I can study sunday and monday. I might be regreting this decision later.

Enough randomness for now!

Life

Life lately has been, I guess you could say, different. I feel as though weeks are going by so slow but when I look back on it life is going by so fast. I can't believe that spring break is in two weeks. I feel like we just started our Fall semester classes. I feel like that is a good thing and a bad thing.
Good things from it:
1. I have over 8 years of school left after this year so the quicker I can get through them, the better. I want to go ahead and start working.
2. Getting out of the dorms and living off campus. I don't think it would be so bad if I didn't have a nasty roommate. Girl does not know how to clean.
3. I want to be home for 3 months!

And the bad:
1. I want to enjoy my time and not just be there.
2. These are suppose to be the best years of my life and I want to experience them. I still have not seen that they are the best years yet.
3. The farther in my life that I go means the least that my parents are going to be there and the farther away that I am going to have to live away from them. I want to go to dentistry school in Memphis so that will mean trips home 3 times a month will not be possible and that makes me really sad.

Just some things that I am thinking about right now. If you could not tell by #3 I really miss home and my parents right now.