Frustration

Frustration. What is it?? Well to me it is realizing that a guy that you like and see everyday for hours upon hours will never see you more than a study buddy. That is frustrating. I mean I know I am not the prettiest or the thinnest, but I am right there waiting for you and what do I get out of waiting. Nothing. Nothing at all. Just a waste of my time and energy.

Frustration is also realizing this right before finals are fixing to start. Just adding more on top of what already is the most stressful time of the year. and of course I have to see him because we are in 2 classes together. Gah, I can not wait for the summer.

Some thoughts.

So just some random thoughts and things for the day that I thought I would type up while I am in between classes

1) I was planning on going barefoot or wearing my TOMS today but when I woke up it was raining. It bummed me out. I saw many people that still did it but I would feel bad dragging mud into buildings.

2) Why are boys so complicated?? I don't get them at all

3) So yesterday we received an email talking about moving out and how if things are damaged in the common areas than all 4 of the roommates would have to split the costs unless the roommate that does it confesses to it and then they are the only one that has to pay. Well one of my roommates took it upon themselves to break the blinds that are in our living room and now she wont fess up to it!!! I have had to deal with the crap that she has thrown my way all freaking year and now I really don't want to deal with it anymore. If I am in jail in a couple of days, it's cause I killed her.

4) Boys=complicated

5) I think I put 4 twice, but its true. very complicated

6) Speaking of moving out, we only have a week 1/2 left til finals!!! and then it is home for 3 glorious months! But I know that I will not be getting any sleep staring next week which really stinks.

ok enough rambling for the time being.