So I need to get some things out. You might like it, you might not. But it is just things that I need to put down instead of just holding it in.
So when our youth group went to Gatlinburg last month, we talked about quiet time. Then when I got back my small group started this study about Ester with this book that went along with it that we were suppose to do each day. I am going to confess that I have only done 4 days of it out of 21. I feel so bad that I can not give 30 minutes to God everyday when he gave so much to me. I feel bogged down and like I am a bad Christian. I know that I love God and I love what he did for me, but I just dont know. I am trying but with finals coming up and tests I just know that it is going to be so hard.
Speaking of finals, there are only 4 weeks of my sophomore year of college left. I feel like I just moved into my dorm room. I am not complaining by any means. I am very excited to be going home for the summer. I am excited to get away from my roommates. Well one of them atleast. And the one who decided that putting their clothes in the dryer at 4 in the morning was a good idea.
My advisor told me tuesday that right now my GPA is not high enough for dentistry school and that makes me really frustrated. Orthodontics is what I want to do, but what if I do not get into school?? I have been working my butt off to get the grades that I am getting now, and that is not good enough?? Maybe it is not for me? I have thought about if I do not get into dentistry school what I will do. I am thinking that I will go back and get my masters in teaching and teach college chemistry. But that is 2 years away and I am trying not to think about it now. What I need to focus on is the end of this year and the day ahead of me cause if I don't that I am going to miss out on stuff and live to regret it.
So when our youth group went to Gatlinburg last month, we talked about quiet time. Then when I got back my small group started this study about Ester with this book that went along with it that we were suppose to do each day. I am going to confess that I have only done 4 days of it out of 21. I feel so bad that I can not give 30 minutes to God everyday when he gave so much to me. I feel bogged down and like I am a bad Christian. I know that I love God and I love what he did for me, but I just dont know. I am trying but with finals coming up and tests I just know that it is going to be so hard.
Speaking of finals, there are only 4 weeks of my sophomore year of college left. I feel like I just moved into my dorm room. I am not complaining by any means. I am very excited to be going home for the summer. I am excited to get away from my roommates. Well one of them atleast. And the one who decided that putting their clothes in the dryer at 4 in the morning was a good idea.
My advisor told me tuesday that right now my GPA is not high enough for dentistry school and that makes me really frustrated. Orthodontics is what I want to do, but what if I do not get into school?? I have been working my butt off to get the grades that I am getting now, and that is not good enough?? Maybe it is not for me? I have thought about if I do not get into dentistry school what I will do. I am thinking that I will go back and get my masters in teaching and teach college chemistry. But that is 2 years away and I am trying not to think about it now. What I need to focus on is the end of this year and the day ahead of me cause if I don't that I am going to miss out on stuff and live to regret it.
I know how you feel with the whole quiet time thing. The only time I have to do such things is while I am laying in bed trying to sleep at night. I feel like that just isn't enough! I think all you have to do is pray and tell God how you feel with the dentistry school thing and your GPA! He will let you know what is the right thing to do! And I can't wait for this summer, we shall have much fun!
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