Saturday, June 26, 2010

Just Breathe...

Every year our youth group goes this is awesome, amazing camp in PCB called Big Stuf. Well last year they had this booth that you could go into and write yourself a letter and depending on how long you set it, it would email it to you. Well I wrote mine and set it to send it to me a year later and well I got it today and here it what it said...
Well another year of college is down. Only 8 more to go! Hopefully if this year went good that is how long is left. If it didn't than God has something so great planned for your life that you have no clue about yet. If it has gone good than I hope that this is where you are suppose to be. Just remeber that you have people around you who love you so so much and that you can talk to about anything. No matter how down you feel, you are never alone. God is always there on your side. you just need to look to Him. Hopefully you are reading this and your life is just sailing along. More than likely though, you are going through something. just remeber that no matter what you do people will love you and God will always love you. Take some time for yourself. and remember to BREATHE!
Seriously, this letter could not have come at a better time. Right now I am taking Cal II over the summer and it is sucking big time. Yesterday I spent almost 6 hours doing a quiz 3 times only to recieve a 50 on it. It has just put me in a funk. Like I really do not want to do any of this anymore but I know that I have to. I don't think it is a coincidence that I got this letter today.
Ever since I got home for the summer I have kinda felt like an outsider and like I am not welcome here anymore which has made me really depresed. But getting this letter and some other things that have happended in the past two weeks, have showed me that I am loved. I just hope that I can remember that even if thing were to get bad again.

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