Just some thoughts

So I need to get some things out. You might like it, you might not. But it is just things that I need to put down instead of just holding it in.
So when our youth group went to Gatlinburg last month, we talked about quiet time. Then when I got back my small group started this study about Ester with this book that went along with it that we were suppose to do each day. I am going to confess that I have only done 4 days of it out of 21. I feel so bad that I can not give 30 minutes to God everyday when he gave so much to me. I feel bogged down and like I am a bad Christian. I know that I love God and I love what he did for me, but I just dont know. I am trying but with finals coming up and tests I just know that it is going to be so hard.

Speaking of finals, there are only 4 weeks of my sophomore year of college left. I feel like I just moved into my dorm room. I am not complaining by any means. I am very excited to be going home for the summer. I am excited to get away from my roommates. Well one of them atleast. And the one who decided that putting their clothes in the dryer at 4 in the morning was a good idea.

My advisor told me tuesday that right now my GPA is not high enough for dentistry school and that makes me really frustrated. Orthodontics is what I want to do, but what if I do not get into school?? I have been working my butt off to get the grades that I am getting now, and that is not good enough?? Maybe it is not for me? I have thought about if I do not get into dentistry school what I will do. I am thinking that I will go back and get my masters in teaching and teach college chemistry. But that is 2 years away and I am trying not to think about it now. What I need to focus on is the end of this year and the day ahead of me cause if I don't that I am going to miss out on stuff and live to regret it.

What to write, what to write?

I feel like I have been ignoring this blog alot. I mean I get on to read other peoples but never write my own. So this is going to be a random blog about nothing. Just whatever comes to mind as a type.

So yesterday I found out that a guy that I went to elementary school and middle school with beat his girlfriend's baby to death. It baffles my mind how someone could do such a thing! People of Facebook today were saying how they didn't think he did it and the autopsy would prove that. BS!!! He did it and there is NO excuse for it!

On a lighter note, I am in love with the new One Republic sone "All the Right Moves". It really surprises me that I have not listened to it about 20 times today. In fact I have no listened to it at all.

I have also been listening to the new Timbaland song "Carry Out". Of couse it has Justin Timberlake is in it so it is pretty much awesome! If you have not listened to either one of them, do it now!

Speaking of Justin, I have decided that Robin Thicke is Justin times 100. I know that it is pretty much impossible to get much better than Justin but it does. This man can sing. I find it pretty weird thought that his dad is the dad from Growing Pains.

Random:

I could stare at this picture all day!

So I saw the trailer for Ecplise today and I am pretty flipping excited!!!

On a subject that I am not so excited about, school. This week has been spring break and it has been good and all. I have not really done anything besides clean my parents house. Before the break we were suppose to have a physics test that Thursday but we had a snow day and got out on Tuesday cancelling our Physics class that day. Well since class was cancelled our test got postponed til after break. Now you think I would have been studying over break but I have not even cracked that book open once. I figured that my test is not til Tuesday, I can study sunday and monday. I might be regreting this decision later.

Enough randomness for now!